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I took the longest break from tumblr, partly because I didn’t use it for a while and I forgot how to. Happy New Years though 2011 is going to be such a big year because most likely I’m moving out and starting college! I want to enjoy senior year and make it last so that when summer starts I won’t feel like I’m not ready to move on yet. Honestly, 2010 was a big year because I feel like I’ve grown up. I’ve been employed for exactly one year, and I love the freedom that comes with working for yourself. However, I think the biggest factor that has shaped me to who I am today is my family. With everything that has happened, it’s hard to see things the same way, which scares me because sometimes things won’t ALWAYS be okay. People always say that your family will always be there for you, but for my case, only my mom has truly been there for me. This year, I feel like I had to be there for my mom emotionally, which I don’t mind doing but it’s unfair since nothing I do really matters anymore because her problems are always more important than mine. Parents are supposed to encourage you to focus on yourself instead of family problems but it seems like they would rather have me be in the problem than to work on what’s important now, education. So i guess they don’t really care where I go in life, as long as if I’m “happy” but school really does make me happy though I’m not going to lie. It’s not even necessary to tell them my accomplishments because their issues are too important for me to mention. I guess it’s a good thing because I never felt the pressure to get into any school, I just wanted to do it for myself ^_^ Since my sister’s in college I never talk to her unless if she’s back but even then we don’t really talk that much because we have different interests and I think she thinks I’m annoying, but our relationship is better now that she’s in college because when we shared a room because we would fight every night haha. All I can say to my brother is to stop being an asshole all the time. I really love my mom though, she’s brave and responsible, but I think she’s unhappy a lot now which makes me sad. I really really really can’t thank my friends enough for everything this year, I swear without them I think I’d be eaten up by my own thoughts and become a depressed person who just wants to go home and eat my feelings, since I love food. Dear Amanda, you are foreal my sister because I’ve been with you for like 6/7ths of the year I swear. We did have like two fights this year which is a record because 2009 we had like 1/2 of a fight, haha jk but foreals though we really are like sisters because I feel like family around you and nothing is ever awkward between us. You’ve been there to listen through all my problems and complaining and stuff. I appreciate how you always consider me in whatever you’re doing and making plans. I love your generosity and how you let me have two altoids when you only offered one :) You’re just a great sister dude and when we move on I know we’ll still be close and I don’t think I can be that close to anyone else. I’ll always support you and get you through anything because it’s my job that I’d do anytime for ya ;) Here’s to our year 2011 and when things get rocky or whatever just know that I’ll always love you, because we’ve had so many adventures that there’s no way I’ll throw any of that away over something really stupid that I know will come up in the future lmao love ya sexy leapord. I would really really like to thank my girl Tiffany Zhong because you are my ab workout for goodness sakes, you make me laugh until I pass out or cry. We’re not afraid to be ugly =B and we’re hella comfortable around each other. Whenever I tell you something you always understand and we could not talk for a day and the next day when I see you you could give me that wonderful smile we both love =B and I’ll laugh my head off again. You’re such a hardworker with your job and everything and you’re so committed to your eating rule after 9 oclock which makes me so jealous, and you run, which I admire because I can never do that. You’ve been real supportive with me and my family because I remember when I told you about our situation you said you were going to pray for us, which was super nice of you because you’re always so caring. I love how you tell things as they are and so realistic and unfakest person in the world. Here’s to our year 2011 you’ll never fail to make me smile :D I’m always gonna be here to try to do the same and TRY to make you laugh, but i’m not as funny as you hahah i love yah! Dear Ben, I love how I got sooo close to you this year, and now that I think back I have HELLA adventures with you! Especially Black Friday when I asked you to line up with me and amanda and all you got were sweats and the dark knight on dvd, but you earned money because you got paid to be cut haha. Thanks foreals for taking me home safely whenever we go out, and making sure that everyone happy and safe within all your friends. I love how you can randomly say something or make a sentence like on amanda’s twitter and I could laugh for days about it. I’m really going to miss you if you go to the airforce, but it’s okay this year just started so we’re going to have more adventures. OH yeah and how i made my first half court shot at the park by your house! You’re so cool beeen and i love ya please don’t ever change :D I swear whenever you need something I’ll be here, you’ve been such a great friend to me, and I’m ready for our resolution!!!!! Amanda and tiff and ben you guys are like my siblings I wish I had because you guys are so caring and look after each other like family should <3. Heather Hua!!!!!!! I miss you so much and we drifted a little this year but i know that we’re still going to be close no matter what because we could text for a whole day and just go back and forth. I love how daaang artistic and creative you are and i admire how you love trying new things. We don’t have a lot in common but were so close still and you are such a good listener, i promise im always goin to be there when you need me, and you can count on that, lets take each other to places to eat! hahah i love food. Thanks to Kimberly Ng who was my vballl gangsta and one of my closeset friends that I could make fun of alottt and I could go to her house and pet her dogs and make fun of her, and eat her raisin bran and look at her fridge because it’s so cool and new lol i love you!! Thanks so much for being there for me esp taking me home when my mom went to taiwan <3 Thanks to Jullian Creer who reads my mind, I know he can get through anything, don’t let anyone stop you please, I have faith in you! You’re awesome and we’ve been good friends for a couple years now, and I think you know me really well, and I think I know you pretty well too, I’ll always be here for you buddy! Thanks to Kris Lapu lmfao your snort and sneezes can crack me up anyday, and I love how we did track together which got us really close because we had our little boyfriends and we played with turf and got spikes and jumped! :) You’re so strong and we could tell each other stufffff even if we don’t talk everyday, and that we could laugh at basically anything, lets take another tongue/lip pic! Thanks jamie aguas who I was prettttty damn close to since freshmen year, I know that senior year wanted to fuck us up because they didnt give us a class together, but txting works still ;) I love how when you put your head to something you can get it done, and we get excited for things at the same time, I love yahh! Dunstan Lee, boy i’ve known you forever since i was like five dude, you’re hella funny and whenever i think about the things you do like falling on the stairs since you tried racing me i can’t help but giggle and laugh. You really do work hard and i believe that you’re going to be successful no matter where you go because you have such great work ethic. You’re always there to listen to people’s problems which is so nice of you because you have a lot of patience. I also love how you prioritize school, which is hard to do sometimes but you still do it, i loove ya and lets go to taiwan to get fake things! k ill finish this after i go eat pho..